This is my first letter to you…and I hope you will read it someday.
The past few weeks were very hectic, I had deadlines to meet at office, I was not well and to top all of that you were ill. I can handle anything my dear…but when you fall ill…my mind stops functioning. I felt very guilty as I took only two days off, but… I had deadlines in office. I don’t know how to justify this…but work is also important. I just can’t keep taking leaves my dear…I hope you will understand. But trust me, going to office was not all easy for me…I was not at all able to concentrate on my tasks, the work which I could finish in 15 to 20 mins, would take at least an hour.
You will be 5 years old this April….and as you say you are a ‘big girl’ now. But my darling tell me do big girls eat pieces of erasers just because they are pink and purple in colour or do they eat plastic or broken pencil leads??? Tell me..??? I am yet to figure out why you eat all these??? By God’s grace we have enough to eat at home, but you refuse to eat food and instead eat leaves of plants, mud…huh…why???? All this lead to stomach infection and you puked (every 15-20 min) from 3 am to 6.30am. It was a horrible sight to see and I was helpless. The next morning the doctor gave you an injection (have I ever told you how much I am afraid of needles) and said you have severe stomach infection and you have to on liquid diet. You are already underweight…and now liquid diet.
The worst part when you are ill, is the SILENCE at home…it kills me. I agree that I get irritated by your mischief’s, bugged by your “who, where, when and how” questions…but what frustrates me more is your silence. I know it sounds like a paradox…but that’s how it is.
Now you are fully recovered…and Mama is back to blogging…!!!!
Lots of love and kisses….
PS: I missed this space so much….thanks to all the mails and messagesJ I am blessed..!!!!